"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

This quote has more meaning to me and Brandon right now, than just about anything else!! For those of you who don't know whats going on with us right now, just know that we are going through a few things (no not marriage problems or issues..just life) and we could really use the extra prayers!! We have alot of decisions to make in the next few days that are going to impact the rest of our lives!! I'm personally really pissed about the whole situation because plain and simple... it's just not fair.  It's not fair that my husband has to go through something like this when he is nothing but a great person, and has dont nothing but be completly open and honest with his co-workers and he is genuinely a good person!! I just dont get how certain things work in the military.. and its really frustrating that something that isnt true is going to be affecting the rest of our lives!! I just dont get it, and frankly don't like it.. but what can you do about it?  For the few of you who know what is going on right now you know how difficult of a decision my husband and I have to make in the next few days.  So especially for those of you who understand the situation, please any help or advice in the situation is greatly appreciated... and those who have already given that thank you from the bottom of our hearts we truely are very thankful for everyones inputs and advice right now!!


The last couple of days have been very stressful on us, but at the same time it just shows how strong of a relationship Brandon and I have.  No matter what we will always be there for each other, and always have each others backs!! I trust my husband with every ounce of me, and I bet my life on his word!! So when someone tries to break that trust, it doesnt break us down, it just strengthens that bond.  So even though I would give anything to not have to be going through what we are going through right now, but honestly thank you... thank you for proving to everyone that nothing is going to break us down... thank you for trying and failing..thank you for show US how lucky we really are with one another, and thank you for showing we sometimes take small things for granted and helping us put things into a better perspective!!


This whole situation has also shown us how we really do put too much emphasis on small things, and we blow them out of proportion in how bad they really are.... I have always considered myself to be more mature than the majority of people my age, but this whole situation has made me feel like I have gained years of knowledge.. I feel like I might not have really been as mature as I thought, because now I really feel different. But again, I cant stress enough how much we really need everyones prayers for the best possible outcome in this situation!!!  An I guess like they said, what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger...well baby get ready to be stronger than we ever thought possible, cause no chance in hell we're gonna let this bull shit bring us down!!! <3 I Love you so much Brandon Joseph, and I'll always be there for you! :)