just something on my mind...

I haven't written much, because honestly I just dont know what to write!  It's only been a little over a week since I left California, and it feels like so much longer!! It feels like I haven't seen him in years!! A girl I have met through all these USMC websites lost her husband back in December, and honestly it hit home so much and I really have no idea why.  Sure my husband is also in the Marines, and sure his unit is getting deployed in the next few months... but Brandon isn't going, they already told him because of medical reasons he isn't allowed to go! So why does this other Marine Wife's loss it me so hard?? I don't have an answer to that.. the only thing I can think of his just the two of them were so absolutely in love and it just is so odd for me to think that God had a reason for breaking that love, especially in the world we are living in where so few people ever have a love anywhere close to theirs!!Every time I see this girl post pictures about her and her husband I have to hold back tears.. My heart truely goes out to this young lady and I really do hope she finds the best that life has to offer!